His current state of mind: I think I am going through a little bit of metamorphosis. A little bit of change, trying to understand where I am in life. Sometimes I feel I am stuck between what if and Fu*k it but it’s a good time and not get bitter about the things. I never get bitter about the thins..not to turn negative, not to turn anxious, nervous, insecure. My films if are not working, the negative spot on my personal life, that all you have to take it in your stride. Understand it and then throw it.just free yourself  because am at the time of my life where I have to change-My films have to change, my pocket of expression has to change, the tricks in my magic bag have to change. I have to learn and go back to nobody. There is absolute bliss in that also to be from nobody to stripping yourself from all the trappings you have. The star I was meant to be or did become. Cancel all that. I have great opportunities coming up with filmmakers. I am just accepting this phase of my life.